Tuesday, December 30, 2003

CaLm SoUL daw...

la lang....

calm
You have a Calm Soul! Being calm and cool is what
you do best. You collected thoughts and always
positive attitude make you very bright and
logical. When theres a problem, you know how to
approach it, and solve it. Your friends rely on
you on their problems, and your shoulder for
their crying. You are peaceful, and enjoy
nature and freedom. You rarely get angry and
hardly scream, which makes you good with kids.
You seem to be in tune with the world and if
anything goes wrong, you always bounce back.


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Sunday, December 28, 2003

AnGeL

magic
Your a Magical Angel!Out of all the angels, you are
the one most afflicted with magic. You can do
many enchantments as well as sorcery. You cant
do black magic, because even though your not so
"pure" your still an angel. A very
kind and curious one at that. Magical Angels
are always very easy-going with humans, but
intrestingly enough, like to expirement with
them with their spells.


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Saturday, December 20, 2003

diskriminasyon

My mom and i just had a fight. Well, not the usual i-hate-you-i-hate-you-more kind of fight. It was more of a mild debate about religion.

It started when she told me that she wanted to buy a straightening iron and she found one that costs for about 100 pesos. That's pretty cheap if you ask me. She didn't buy it because her boyfriend said that the people selling the item were Muslims. I was surprised to know that my mom agreed with him. Thus started our little debate about our religion. You see, my mom is a Protestant and I am a Catholic.

I don't want to talk about our debate. I just want to call attention to the reason why we fought. It was because of discrimination. So what if they're Muslims? Does that change the quality of the product? What if I have a friend who's a Muslim? Does that change the fact that he/she's a good friend? I think not!

Why does it have to be like this? People are divided because of religion, color, race, nationalities. There are many reasons why people are divided. Why can't we be united simply because we're people?

Monday, December 08, 2003

nakaRaaN...

I hate learning things about the past. Don't get me wrong. Learning and remembering are completely different. You remember the things that you already know while you learn the things that you don't know. More often than not, learning causes regret.



Take it from me. I just knew/learned that the person i love, loved me in the past. Yes, his affection was unrequited. I mean, i didn't really know him then. He actually liked/loved me but i didn't reurn his feelings. And now that i already love him, he doesn't love me anymore... he actually loves a friend of mine. I don't want my friend to be an idiot like me because she's taking him for granted. I don't want her to regret losing him. And most specially. i don't want him to be unhappy.



I think this is unfair. She's been given the chance to know him but she just takes him for granted. While i didn't know him the time that he loved/liked me. We weren't even friends then. I began to love him when we became friends. Why don't they realize the opportunities that destiny is making so that they'll be together? Life is unfair. : (

Saturday, December 06, 2003

perfect!!! he3! nakoudo

Hay! Bagay talaga sila. They're like the perfect couple kaya lang, di pa nila alam yun. Ang problema lang ay he's perfectly insecure while she is perfectly dense. Perfect! Pero di ako nagbibiro. Bagay talaga sila. You don't need a nakoudo to know that they're meant for each other.



Maybe that's what i'll do. I'll be their nakoudo. I mean, how hard can it be? I know that we shouldn't meddle in other people's business especially in the affairs of the heart but i won't be meddling. I'll just give them a little push.



That's it! I'm sure that this would help me take my mind off my problems. I have been kinda depressed lately... I don't wanna be like Gordo and Lizzie (characters from Lizzie Mcguire). Hey! I can make those their codenames but i must change them a bit. Hmmm... Gordo could be... Gory? nah! Gorchy? Groche? chedgor? no way! ummm... ehcodrog? hay! yun na lng. At least no one will know who he is. now for LIzzie... Leezie? He3! maybe.. eizeel... hah! bahala na nga... It willbe ehcodrog and eizeel. I can't believe i'm doing this. he3! desperado na talaga.



I guess i kinda got the idea from a story i read on the net. It's very good... hmmm... nakoudo...

Thursday, December 04, 2003

w.E.i.R.D.

I just had the weirdest dream. Nasa classroom raw ako tapos inaayos ng adviser ko yung seating arrangement namin. May dumating raw na special students... pero hindi sila retarded. Yun lang kasi yung sinabi nung adviser ko. Weird kasi guys sila eh nag-aaral ako sa exclusive school for girls. Tapos lunch na. Nagtataka ako kung bakit mag-isa lang ako. Then, someone hugged me from behind. 'Di man lang ako pumalag. Tapos, bigla niya akong kinagat. Disme na at naghahanap daw kami ng bestfriend ko ng gate pass or masasakyan para makalabas ng school. Weird kasi iniwan naman namin yung gamit namin sa school service. Pwede naman kami sumabay na lang sa service pero nagpakahirap pa kami maghanap. Umakyat kami papuntang chapel. Nakita ko yung isa kong kaklase. Weird kasi no one is allowed to stay upstairs after classes. Nakatalikod siya. Nung tinawag ko siya, lumingon siya at biglang hinimatay. Dinala namin sa clinic. Pagbalik namin eh nakita ko yung isa ko pang kaibigan. Tapos hinimatay rin siya. eon, nagising na ko...

W.E.I.R.D.

Pag dating naman sa school eh nakiki-upo pa ako sa dati kong kada. Kasi yung kaibigan ko eh gusto niyang kasama pa ako. Iniisip ko kung bakit hindi na kami(kada) tulad ng dati. Tapos yung nilalarong kong ice sa cup eh tumilapon sa kanila. tapos para uling dati. masaya ang lahat. miss ko na un....

Wednesday, December 03, 2003

LeTTer

Pag-ibig,

tama nga sila, napakalupit mo nga! Bakit mo ba pinaglalaruan ang mga tao? Akala ko, magiging maayos na ang lahat dahil inalis mo na ang sumpa mo sa akin ngunit pinalitan mo naman ng panibago. Naknampuch talaga! Kung kailan akala ko nakaraos na ako sa mga hirap na ibinigay mo sa akin, saka naman ako mahuhulog muli.

Buti sana kung sa akin din mahulog ang loob niya. Pero hindi eh! Mahal niya kaibigan ko! Hindi nman siya mahal! hmph! Pareho ko pa naman silang mahal...(ung isa bilang kaibigan at ung isa higit pa roon) ngunit pareho nila akong nasasaktan.

Tuesday, December 02, 2003

kowts...

hay! ba't ang mga lalaki manhid? di man lng 2mawag ang kumag. :( hay! bahala na! naalala ko 2loy ung kowt na nbasa ko

"what if you don't believe in love? what if you met the person who's meant to teach you how? and what if you fall for him... yet he was just meant to teach..."

sad noh? eto pa isa

"mhal nia ko, pero di ko cya mhal ksi kaw mhal ko... pero mhal mo cya khit di ka nia mhal ksi mei mhal ciang iba... mhal nia ko, mhal kita, mhal mo cya.. di ba pwedeng mhal mo ko, mhal kta... tpos bhala n cla."


broken

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